So if you have any let me know and I'll make a picture on it, I promise I will not tell anyone it was you.


chapter 2Chapter Rating and Warnings: Mentions of Abuse and rape, mentions of self injury and Eating disorders. Writer's Notes: Yeah, story goes on...From Zay's POV...chapter 2
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(Zay's Point Of View)
I stick the cigarette into my mouth and light it as I look out the open window, at the lights in the city.
"Don't fall." Rade says coming up behind me and sitting down next to me on the window stile, a sly smirk on her face, She's sitting here with me on her bed in her room, wearing some red trip pants, a Black shirt and a leather jacket with a spike choker.
"Haha I won'


Chapter one-Chapter one
(Kal's Point Of View)
I sit at the table, looking down at my plate, picking at the food, and blasting my music into my ear as loud as I can, trying to block out the fighting and screaming.
My name is Kal Kui, I'm 16, overly sensitive and really quiet, I'm gay cause girls are bitchs, I learned that with my last girlfriend, 2 years ago, the bitch cheated on me, called me a 'Emotionally unstable waste of time' and dumped me, I tried to kill myself but, my friend Eina stopped me around 5 or 6 times, Thats why I don't keep my food down, she broke my heart, I wanted to show her how perfect I can be if


Remind me I'm alivesome call it sick, I call it the only way out. Slice across my wrist quick, This brings me from doubt.Remind me I'm alive
The blood running down my arm, The rips in my skin, I find peace in self harm, because when I'm fighting myself, I'll always win.
Sing me to sleep, With blood dripping from the new slice, I'm not afraid If I cut too deep, in fact that would be rather nice.
It would be nice to end this all, to make just go away. No more room for me to fall, If I just let myself decay.
My head is all mixed up right now, remind me I'


Make it hurt.com'on show me how much you hate me, I wanna see it, and I wanna feel, Show me what you want to do, show me the pain is real.Make it hurt.
Come on, make me scream, make me bleed, make me cry. show me you hate me, how much do you want me to cry?
So snap my bones, yank my hair, come on, make me break. tear my skin, rip my flesh, but, not one scream will I make.
Make it hurt, make it painful, I like it like that. pluck out my eyes, break my fingers, make my skin bruise black.
make me bleed, fresh shades of red, go on I don't
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my dreams are my wings
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You could know me,
You could pass me everyday and think I'm just a normal person,
You could think there is nothing wrong with me...
Thats not true...
But, you will never know...
You want me to make you one? I have a bunch in my gallary just ask which you want and I'll give you it.
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This Emo Joe: [link]
IT'S MY BODY!!!
I can do whatever the fuck I want to it!
I live by no one's rules...
I looked through, can I have the one of the eye that changes colors...This one: [link]
Its pretty
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You could know me,
You could pass me everyday and think I'm just a normal person,
You could think there is nothing wrong with me...
Thats not true...
But, you will never know...
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This Emo Joe: [link]
IT'S MY BODY!!!
I can do whatever the fuck I want to it!
I live by no one's rules...
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You could know me,
You could pass me everyday and think I'm just a normal person,
You could think there is nothing wrong with me...
Thats not true...
But, you will never know...
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If your general scope of knowledge has a few holes in some areas, then mine has great gaping wounds of unfathomable depths.
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You could know me,
You could pass me everyday and think I'm just a normal person,
You could think there is nothing wrong with me...
Thats not true...
But, you will never know...
Thank you kindly for the fav! =3
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"Live, Love, ROCK the ArTz~*"
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Winnar.
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